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So as the title said, I, the sort-of-certified-JE-fan-specialized-on-hey-say-jump-b.i-shadow-and-nyc-50%-fangirl and 50% soon-to-be teacher (with addition of 0.01% daughter and big sis) is welcoming u 2 read my rants on RL, on fangirling and random stuff.

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Tuesday, June 28, 2011

loneliness....

After reading a lot of articles regarding how 2 overcome loneliness, I maybe reconsider few things that I'd done bfre this.

I admit, bfre this I connect this blog with my FB, but as I post more personal posts, I remove the blog and leave it alone. Maybe with that, I can get more followers..haha~

Turns out...well...

Among the ways I'd done to express myself is by writing. There are lots of ways to write. As 4 me, I write on note books and journals. When I'm online, I open a blog. Currently I hv 2 blogs: LJ and this 1. I hv my own diary when I was 15 and I keep a diary 4 the whole my senior years in high school.

I write this not to promote my blog, or promote ANYTHING. I just...want to tell u how I overcome my loneliness.

I'm not a social person, and when I say social person, can I say that I stop active in co-curricular activities when I was 14? I Tumblr a lot. My friends in SNS had never been 1000. And that's it.

So don't ignore me if I failed 2 cope with a group of friends. I just...dun know how. I speak random. I am straightforward, but I'm afraid to do so coz it will hurt ppl's feelings.

How I wish I can speak straightforward and other ppl ignore it?

I am currently into J-Pop, (and I'd stated briefly in my intro up there, go read). In my place, most ppl go into Korean and K-Pop, coz it's trending rn, well. Except a friend of mine (u know who u are, I mentioned u, girl), most ppl around me go spazzing over Korean boys. Until now I haven't found any1 in RL that hv the same interests with me. That I can meet face 2 face n talk directly everyday.

I'm different with the others, maybe that's why.

I am working well with my kouhais, but I afraid my friends and senpais go look and talk bad about it. Why judge bout that? Was it wrong 2 work with them?? I dun see any wrong there. REALLY THERE'S NOTHING WRONG ABOUT IT.

*shrugs* read and express yourself...*leaves*
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2 comments:

  1. farhana ♡June 28, 2011 at 3:49 PM

    I absolutely will be really happy if I can meet you in my everyday life. (I mean it)

    I'm a lonely person too..well, I used to be social few years back and I don't know how somewhere along the way I became really quiet and only keep few people as my friends. I like being in a small group of people, I hate crowds...I'm awkward around people. So, I can totally relate to your feeling.

    But then, some people just prefer being alone right? Nino said something like that and it hit me, I don't know about you but I'm comfortable being alone. I love only being with few people rather than being with thousands of people making noises.and I love writing diary & stuff too..

    If you enjoy being with your kouhais, then be with them. screw other people!

    sorry for the long comment!hehehe :D

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  2. UnknownJune 30, 2011 at 3:21 PM

    off topic: I LOVE long comment....*stupid grin*

    Actually 4 some reason I too feel comfortable being alone. Bcoz 2 me, having lots of friends around me, makes me unable 2 express myself in my own way. I hate that. Srsly.

    Will take ur advice then, gurl, thanks 4 that... xoxo~ I too wish that we can meet everyday in RL. U, n my other friend (if she read this, and yeah, she's younger than me by 5 yrs, we txt a lot but we nvr met, XD)

    And fyi, I post this when all JUMP fans go crazy over Ryutaro's being caught smoking when he was 14-15 sth like that, in a magazine. (blame my college's 'blocked' wireless, urgh~)

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