he's too good 4 me...

Maybe I was putting my hope too high.

Maybe I assume him as the best definition of perfection.

After all these years...I can only see him with other girl, being lovey dovey in front of me.

RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME!

No need 2 check my heart, Yama-sensei. Mine's dead already

I waste (how many years? I forgot already.) 3 years, crushing on him. Only 2 find him is with someone else. Someone VERY close 2 me. And it hurts a lot. No, not a lot. Maybe. IDK.

Shu-san~~~ 

And when I see him with the girl, how he treats her and such. I wished I was that girl. He really defines 'perfection' to me. How he treat the girl nicely. How he cares for the girl. Even if it just for an hour, but it's enough for me 2 watch him being caring 2 the girl. How lucky U are. Really, I wished I am U,girl.

*sigh*

When I think about it, really, it hurts me a lot. Really, really hurts me. Nande? Did I fall in love already? Congratulations, ZRC, U hv just step into adultery. *sarcastic*

I'm being pathetic, didn't I?

SILENCE is a girl's loudest cry, you can tell she's really hurt when she starts ignoring you.

-credit 2 tumblr

P/S: I have no offence towards everyone who read this post. Really, no. Because I knew the risk of being hate by u (if u do) All I wanted 2 say, girl, please, tc of him VERY well. He's too good 4 u and really cares about u. I'd saw how he treated u. So please, PRETTY, PRETTY PLEASE, take VERY good care of him and not take him for granted. Hurting him, is the same thing as hurting me, ur own friend.