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So as the title said, I, the sort-of-certified-JE-fan-specialized-on-hey-say-jump-b.i-shadow-and-nyc-50%-fangirl and 50% soon-to-be teacher (with addition of 0.01% daughter and big sis) is welcoming u 2 read my rants on RL, on fangirling and random stuff.

Enjoy ur stay here...

Saturday, December 31, 2011

before 2011 ends..


Another year had passed by and this year I....managed to survive another year full with chaos, problems, troubles, happiness, sadness, loneliness...mix it up, that's MY LIFE!

Speaking about MY LIFE, let's startwith my RL throughout 2011

My RL is like usual. Nothing different in particular. And tbh, this year I CRY A LOT. I dun know why but...

(c) on the pic.

That's right! After years of 'I don't care's, I just felt that everyone should understand and know what's happening to me. Everyone should consider what's going on with me. I maybe sound selfish for asking that, but I..IDK who else I can turn on. When I'm upset, when I'm mad, when I'm frustated. I just..wanted to have that person who will listen to my ramblings without being bad mood. Because let's say if I'm angry over sth, I'm going 2 let it go to something or someone. 

I dun like talking about my life in IPG cause it's boring, full with dramas and tbh, I hate dramas. I like reality TV shows. No, I'm serious. I dun care what's happening in the class anymore. When something's happen, I'm definitely going 2 let them solve the problem and I don't want to be involved. Not that I'm x so cooperative thinking but after years of blending life with them, rn I think I just let them 2 tc of themselves. Unless if it is sth that matters my life, I'll fight 4 it. The rest...I just don't f*cking care.

Anyhow, for 2012, with practicums and more challenges to come, I just wanna said that I want to be another good girl this year. I don't want 2 b associated with the class 'politics' anymore. I just want a calm STUDENT life. I am so damn bad (even worse and more miserable) when concerning about handling stress.

And for the assignments and courseworks....I am still lazy ass like before, but it's just because I hv no motivation to do work tbh. I try to find one but I always failed. Ok, can I say that next year, I'm going 2 get all my hard work paid equally according to the types of works I'd done? Can I?

I'm x going 2 strikethrough that 'I am still lazy ass' sentence, coz...I'm being honest with this post and if u dun like me being lazy ass, then u'll suffer more if I'm being hardworking like a robot, FOR REAL!

(c) 2 tumblr. I just saw this...XD


 this song had nothing 2 do with my previous ramblings, it's juz my current song I wanna download this when I hv time.

I already download that song! Yippie! 'sumandak digoda..kasanova'..
*change mode 2 being a fangirl*

Yup, being just a NORMAL girl pisses me off. Dealing with RL DRAMAS can sent me 7 feet underground

So, this year I'm being a serious FANGIRL If this is a job that earns money, I'm sure being a bijillionaire..:P. Like I said, I am tired of RL already. So my life is only...


(c) 2 tumblr. (that's x my IPad k?)

Yup. TUMBLRing. 

But, being a Tumblr user brings me 'life', coz at least I can run away from my RL and do sth that I like and wanted to do but never done. 

Lots of ppl ask me what the heck Tumblr is. Tumblr is just another SNS, just that it requires reblogging (may damage ur mouse if u reblog too much cause of clicking). From Tumblr I found lots of quotes relating to not just my life but our life in reality. What our heart wants to said but we can't say. I found quotes posted in this site really amusing me and partly influence my thoughts about my life. I often took reference on those quotes to face my life with smiles. I too got myself the VERY latest news about JPop (HSJ n Kisumai 2 b spesific) via Tumblr. And tbh, I just jealous with some users that create awesome graphics (pics, GIFs) coz I can't do that. Which is why, most of the GIFs in this blog, I pick from Tumblr coz they're awesome.

KUDOS TO THE GRAPHIC MAKERS! I AM VERY THANKFUL TO YOU MAKERS WHO ARE ABLE TO MAKE PICTURES SPEAK MORE THAN WORDS! 

(c) 2 tumblr

the song says it all

Back being a FANGIRL, I'm going 2 talk on HSJ..

HSJ got 2011 bittersweet this time. Ryutaro's suspension...nuff said. *sigh*

28 June 2011 is the date that EVERY JUMPers got speechless. Some of them go rage and being insecure. But despite of those news, they still make the old man richer. That period was the time their single OVER being another successful HSJ single.

Other news to look out in 2011 4 HSJ:

Hikaru's so ikemen in the Japanese 'You're Beautiful', 'Ikemen desu Ne'..


Hikaru: mou~~

Yamada and Chinen's 1st time voice dubbing 4 The Smurfs..


Ryosuke: My 1st time attending a cinema premiere. I feel like Katy Perry.
Yuri: Pfft!

Speaking of Ikemen desu Ne, thanks to that drama, I started to become a Kis-My-Ft2 fan.

Kisumai: welcome 2 our La La Land, ZRC-chan!!

Being a Kisumai fan makes me happy. They're random, funny and random. XD. Also, their songs instantly makes me happy and geared up to face the day. Some time ago it was their debuted single, 'Everybody Go!' (also the opening theme song for Ikemen, jsyk) and now their second single 'We Never Give Up'.

And Kisumai just make their debut in KOREA on 26th Dec!

FT: YAY!

K: OI! Dun disturb my wife, Tama!
T: What? U jealous?

F: Keep away from my K! *punches*

Anyway, 2011, thank you so much for another great year in my life. To my family, keep supporting each other together. To my friends, we're going 2 work hard together and make 2012 the best year in our life. To ppl, PEACE YO! 


(c) to all pic owners! I own nothing but the post!

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